Thursday, June 19, 2008

stupid

so I get this call from my husband asking me not to post on here.... um what is he smoking? It's called freedom of speech. You would think that with him being military he would know about that.
oh well.

so I got a call from this girl my husband dances with yesterday. Well she had called to try to get us to go to her place for dinner, saying that she called my DH and he said that we already had plans.... Well his dance partner has the same name as me.... I quickly informed her that I was his wife and not his whore of a dance partner and that we were separated so there was not way we were going to be going to dinner. well she was saying that she had been emailing the dance partner thinking she was me.... um I would like to know how she could be confused between a dance partner and a wife..... please answer me that. It just upsets me. and then he called me trying to get info out of me.... ugh. why are men ass holes and why do some women become home wreckers? please tell me this? why do men let this happen? this makes how many times he has done this to me? ugh. stupid cheating speeding husbands.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

men are ass holes

Why? Why are some men ass wholes???? please explain this to me? I just don't get it. how can a man say that he loves you and wants to be with you forever and then all of a sudden you get a message like this?
Chris

Kristin.....I love you to...but please understand I love you as a family member.....I hope that maybe one day I will love you as a wife again, but if knowing this you will except my love you in this new found context then I will say it back to you.

It makes me wonder why? why now? I mean I have forgiven him for cheating, for passing on the std (thankfully it was one what is curable) for the thing with his dance partner Danielle, and for messing around in Korea, and now he says this to me. so now I wonder who he is with now. I'm betting on his dance partner now. everything points to it. he is the type that finds the next one and gets rid of the old. I had tears going down my face tonight and I couldn't even see. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to go home but I'm not sure if I'm wanted anymore. maybe I'm just reading into things but at the same time I just don't know anymore. its like he's braking up with me.