life

Every day is a challenge for me. I fear that what I want I will never get back. I need her to back off, to step aside and let us try and figure out if we want to fix our marriage. I love him more then I ever realized. I know he loves me to, just watching him with the kids and they way he is with me shows that. All i need is a chance and with her around .... ugh.... I just don't get how anyone could step into a relationship with a married man. yeah, we might be separated right now but we are still man and wife. we are still married....