oh man!

So last night I was talking to one of my best friends and realized I that my lil friend should show up soon, or should already be here.. its actuallt frusrating that its not here. we are using protection....but you know how that gose... dosnt always work.so last night i went and got a test.. neg.. but my mind will not be at ease untill i do start. ugh... to make matters wrose, my friend Katie called today and told me she was pregnant. I told her, don't jinx me! she had just found out she was pregnant with her son 2 weeks before i found out I was pregnant with Jacob... ugh LOL.... lalalala